Okay

I need it to be okay that I can't hold all this together.
I need it to be okay to say that it's too much.
I need it to be okay that the pride and strength that runs in my family is not helpful.
I need it to be okay that I can't handle everything on my own.
I need it to be okay to let somethings go.
I need it to be okay

I need    to be okay.

Life is skinnier without you

When I began here

I believed in change,

I believed in light,

And hope

But now I disagree,
Now darkness descends
And the thing with feathers has flown
So very far away.