Monday, August 6, 2012

What I Fear

They were young
And in love
A classic story
Told a thousand times

She called him when she woke
And before he fell asleep.
He dreamed of being together
And living in vulnerable peace.

But now he no longer fixes cars
And she no longer fixes lives

He sits in his office
And watches the young secretaries
Come
And go
So full of life
And hope

She only sees people
Who are in a last ditch effort
To stay
Together
So desperately empty
And alone

"I never knew,"
She says to herself
"That this love and life
Would fade
All the excitement of love
Being blown away."

"I never thought,"
He whispers in his mind
"That there were others
More and more
With everything I sought
And everything I thought I found"

So they return home
To their hollow house
Full of regret
And disappointment

And she looks to him
To dispel the fear
And he looks to her
To draw him near 

But instead they begin to break
And slowly they fall, far apart.

I Just Wanna Know

"Well I don’t care about the past
I just wanna know that you’ll stay with me
I’m all worried there’s a chance
I might show a side that you don’t wanna see
I know I must have told you before
But every day I love you more
It’s not going to stop, no
If you can’t stay"
-Go Slowpoke

Tuesday, July 31, 2012

"Every child is a peace offering"

Do I care?
All the things I'm risking. Maybe I'm doing it on purpose.
All the things they thought I did right. Maybe it doesn't matter.

He made his house safe
So she wouldn't be afraid

Maybe that's what I need

Thursday, July 12, 2012

My Teeth

In my dreams my teeth keep falling out
falling out
falling out

I don't mind so much,
They seem to grow back easily.
But the more that fall,
The more nervous I get.

I try to hide them behind my back...
Drop them down sewers...
Fill my pockets with them...

It hurts as they grow back in
Pushing up through my gums
Knocking the teeth before them out
Growing into the open spaces

As each falls I ask myself,
"Is this a baby tooth?"
And I keep deciding they are,

Which means they will grow back
It does not matter
So very much

But I'm afraid that soon
I'll realize they're all grown up
And I'll lose them

And they can't come back ever,
Ever,
Ever.


Needles and Pins


    Needles and pins,
    Needles and pins,
    Sew me a sail
    To catch me the wind.

    Sew me a sail
    Strong as the gale,
    Carpenter, bring out your
    Hammers and nails.

    Hammers and nails,
    Hammers and nails,
    Build me a boat
    To go chasing the whales.

    Chasing the whales,
    Sailing the blue
    Find me a captain
    And sign me a crew.

    Captain and crew,
    Captain and crew,
    Take me, oh take me
    To anywhere new.

    -Shel Silverstein