Thursday, September 16th 2010

I miss the security of knowing that the person you love loves you back. I miss that look that makes all the sense in the world where nothing needs to be said. I miss that a smile meant nothing and everything. I miss that the unnecessary smile was returned. I miss somehow knowing that everything would work out fine, even though it somehow didn’t. I miss being confident, and not hiding. I miss being able to be exactly the way I am. I miss the hope of a future. I miss this feeling that I’m starting to feel in tiny moments again, but I know won’t be returned. Falling is frightening and falling for the wrong person hits hard. I hope I don’t land so hard that I break.

And now:

The irony is funny