Sunday, August 21, 2022

Functioning

"How are you even functioning?" She asked
The truth is I'm not

I no longer know how to breathe.
Every moment I am holding back tears
and sometimes
they win.

Yesterday they beat me twice,
in a place where I never cry.
A place where I am strongest.
No one knew what to do.

"It's fine! Calm down..."
But I couldn't.

So I hyperventilated in a stairwell.
While a businessman talked on his phone,
unbothered.

And then I returned.
And fought.
And refused to quit.

I am nothing if not stubborn.
This is how I am functioning.

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